to be or not to be . that's a question！！

when we first learn english, we fell fresh, but as the times gone, we feel our english is very bad , so we lost the confidence in english .  but nowadays , as the english more and more important . for example , in my summer, i  worked on the restaurant.  one time  , there are some foreigner to the restaurant to supper . I fell agitated.
I talk with them but i don't say nothing except some simple sentences. I am fools rush in  ..life ....to be or not to be . that's a question..so today ,I arrive at this group and i will be to the best of myself ability to learn english.  nothing is impossible and  step by step until stand the top of the mountain